Experiences as Preludes

Rolling Hills


I have been having a hard time lately believing the things I am going through-whether they may be good or bad are leading me up to my purpose. There are times I get to a point in my mind and I’m just like “God, really? Is all this necessary? Didn’t you promise me a life of abundance and fullness…this sure hasn’t been it”. When you’re dealing with depression, anxiety, lack of money, not enjoying your job, seemingly endless interruptions in your life, and negativity, the thought that you may be on your path to your purpose may become foggy or even questionable. Has been for me.

In a more recent night I kept waking up in horrible panic. I decided after maybe the sixth time of waking up from panic attacks in my sleep within a hour time span, to just stay up. I was very distraught and I had…

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